Don't forget to remember.

▼ box of fears
Sunday, March 10, 2013

you keep all your fears in you

as you lock your box of fears, with the thought of having it shoved right back into your face

not now
maybe a day later
it could be a week later
or even
a
year later

but at least, you thought, not now.

not now

not
now

to slam your throat
restricting its supply of oxygen
down your oesophagus
into the
alveoli

that was what you thought.

but they haunt you every second
when reading
cleaning
breathing

how do you explain it?
you feel like
you want to
get out
of
yourself

leaving your sad, empty being

but you can't do shit.

feeling like a sad withered flower
sad
just sad

everyone can come
get their solace
but they will never know

why
this why
that

why that
and
not this

and vice
versa

and 5 years later maybe you wouldn't even be remembered.
or you would.

but they will never reach you

ever